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JUST GO
GO FORTH AND LISTEN TO IT'S BEAUTY YEARS IN THE MAKING

WE FINALLY COMPILED IT ALL, YAY~



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huge bummer

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Ah, after I got so hyped up about it, turns out I'm not going to Ohayocon. v_v

Chihaya's mom was going to take us, but apparently this week someone close to the family died so they have to deal with funeral stuff this weekend.

Big shame it all happened, and I hope Chihaya's family is okay!

Maybe we can go to Sugoicon this year or something. ; w ;
(That's in October-ish down in Cincinnati)

ah well

now

what do i do with this $190...

IMMA SAVE IT FOR A 3DS + POKEMON 6TH GEN GAME
I HOPE THEY MAKE A COOL PACKAGE FOR IT
LIKE YOU GET THE SYSTEM AND A GAME TOGETHER FOR A CHEAPER PRICE THAN SEPERATE, THAT'D BE NICE.



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This journal is to move down the other one.

I'm still very angry, and may have to resort to installing it in which case I'll have to give Chihaya $45 back which means I can't do anything at Ohayocon. Or maybe my dad will cave tonight.

maybe i'll make it a birthday gift for chihaya, i don't know...

I'll work something out.

I'm super sorry for unloading on all of you. I like to be very cheerful online, and even in real life it's a huge, immense disgrace for me to be crying and such, especially over something so stupid. And I'm a very fortunate person, so I shouldn't complain.
slight irony - i'm very pessimistic irl but it does really hurt to see my negative views be proven true

Thanks for not getting angry at me.
*bows*



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(For backstory if you have no clue what's going on: pandalolii.deviantart.com/jour…)

Sorry for all the journals today.

But I'm SUPER pissed.

Miki arrived in the mail today for Chihaya and myself. I thought they'd see that the plastic is still on, it arrived, Fawkesy (who made the huge purchase, thanks so much for your kindness ; A ; ) DIDN'T steal my money because I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO GIVE IT TO HER YET BECAUSE MY PARENTS ARE PARANOID THAT EVERYONE ON THE INTERNET IS EVIL, and then they'd finally let me pay her.

NOPE.

APPARENTLY THEY BELIEVE THE AVERAGE PERSON HAS ACCESS TO HEAT-SEALING FACTORY GRADE PLASTIC SEALERS.
RIGHT.

SO THEY'RE SAYING "INSTALL IT AND WE'LL BELIEVE YOU".

I WANTED CHIHAYA TO INSTALL IF FIRST IN CASE THE CODE DIDN'T WORK AGAIN SO WE CAN EMAIL THE COMPANY IN THAT CASE SO SHE HAS A VOCALOID TOO AND SHE LIKES MIKI MORE AND WE'RE DOING THIS EQUALLY. I ALREADY HAVE TONIO AND I'M TRYING TO BE A GOOD FRIEND.

WE CAN'T DO THAT UNTIL THIS WEEKEND. AND THEN I CAN'T INSTALL IT UNTIL MONDAY.

FAWKESY NEEDS THE DAMN MONEY

LET
ME
SEND
IT

IT'S MY MONEY
YOU'RE LOSING NOTHING

KFJSKJFKLAJFKLDJSLKF

I'M SO PISSED
SHE'S MY FRIEND
NOT AN EVIL THIEF PEDO SCUMBAG
YOU IDIOTS

I REALLY REALLY HATE TO CURSE BUT

YOU GUYS (MY PARENTS) ARE FUCKING IDIOTS

*crying a bit with how frustrating this is*
i've argued with them about this for weeks
and jfksjlsjlkf


i'm so sorry fawkesy
I'M the internet scumbag stealing your money
making you buy products and not getting you the money for forever
i feel so horrible right now
crying
i really hope chihaya sent you her $45

i really really really hope i can convince my dad
i hate crying in front my parents but maybe i'll do it - no bad idea they'll think i'm overobsessive and a weak idiot falling for internet scams GOD I HATE HOW CLOSE-MINDED THEY ARE sfjslkj

i'm sorry for this emotional vent
i'm just so angry right now that i can't be a nice person to people who do nice things for me
not everyone in the world is evil dammit



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*flips table*

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Am I incabable of voice acting when it comes to soft voices or something?

For giggles I tried recording some soft Leil (wasting time wooo!).

of course is sounds EXACTLY LIKE ME instead of THE UTAU

And for the record none of my UTAUs sound like me.

THIS KEEPS HAPPENING WHEN I DO SOFT FFFFF

need to listen to more soft banks for ideas i guess ugh



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