(For backstory if you have no clue what's going on:
pandalolii.deviantart.com/jour…)
Sorry for all the journals today.
But I'm SUPER pissed.
Miki arrived in the mail today for Chihaya and myself. I thought they'd see that the plastic is still on, it arrived, Fawkesy (who made the huge purchase, thanks so much for your kindness ; A ; ) DIDN'T steal my money because I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO GIVE IT TO HER YET BECAUSE MY PARENTS ARE PARANOID THAT EVERYONE ON THE INTERNET IS EVIL, and then they'd finally let me pay her.
NOPE.
APPARENTLY THEY BELIEVE THE AVERAGE PERSON HAS ACCESS TO HEAT-SEALING FACTORY GRADE PLASTIC SEALERS.
RIGHT.
SO THEY'RE SAYING "INSTALL IT AND WE'LL BELIEVE YOU".
I WANTED CHIHAYA TO INSTALL IF FIRST IN CASE THE CODE DIDN'T WORK AGAIN SO WE CAN EMAIL THE COMPANY IN THAT CASE SO SHE HAS A VOCALOID TOO AND SHE LIKES MIKI MORE AND WE'RE DOING THIS EQUALLY. I ALREADY HAVE TONIO AND I'M TRYING TO BE A GOOD FRIEND.
WE CAN'T DO THAT UNTIL THIS WEEKEND. AND THEN I CAN'T INSTALL IT UNTIL MONDAY.
FAWKESY NEEDS THE DAMN MONEY
LET
ME
SEND
IT
IT'S MY MONEY
YOU'RE LOSING NOTHING
KFJSKJFKLAJFKLDJSLKF
I'M SO PISSED
SHE'S MY FRIEND
NOT AN EVIL THIEF PEDO SCUMBAG
YOU IDIOTS
I REALLY REALLY HATE TO CURSE BUT
YOU GUYS (MY PARENTS) ARE FUCKING IDIOTS
*crying a bit with how frustrating this is*
i've argued with them about this for weeks
and jfksjlsjlkf
i'm so sorry fawkesy
I'M the internet scumbag stealing your money
making you buy products and not getting you the money for forever
i feel so horrible right now
crying
i really hope chihaya sent you her $45
i really really really hope i can convince my dad
i hate crying in front my parents but maybe i'll do it - no bad idea they'll think i'm overobsessive and a weak idiot falling for internet scams GOD I HATE HOW CLOSE-MINDED THEY ARE sfjslkj
i'm sorry for this emotional vent
i'm just so angry right now that i can't be a nice person to people who do nice things for me
not everyone in the world is evil dammit